I miss everything about you. How you can break me into laughs when I give up on everything else. How you sleep holding my hand against your face - and how peaceful the whole world seems when you do that. How you can turn the worst day into something beautiful, just by looking at me with those big blue eyes. How I believe in love just because you're in my life.
You're the only one who can make me smile at any time, any situation. Who can make me smile now? Now that you're not with me, now that the reason that I'm crying is you.
I keep telling myself that I should listen to everyone's advices, and that I should be strong. But how am I supposed to be strong, if all my strengh comes from you? How am I supposed to keep on living, if the only reason I have to live is not here with me?
Damn, I miss you.
So many good things happening in my life lately, baby girl, but I just haven't been able to be happy for them. Again, how am I supposed to? How can I be happy about all those things, if the biggest and most important source of happiness is so far?
Something's missing.
I guess the only thing left for me right now is hope. Hope that one day (soon, for my own sake) you'll be here with me.
For now, just know in your heart that I love you and that I hold on to the hopes I have for you, me and our future together. That's the only way I can get up every morning, since I don't have your beautiful face next to me making me thankful to be alive.
Anyway, that's all for now. I hope you still remember and love me as much as I do...
I love you, baby girl!
Missing you...
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